Hello everyOne:
I have been inundated lately with calls of people complaining of feeling on edge, miserable, and seeing everyone around them fighting and arguing. A sense of high anxiety is pervading many.
Also I get many lady students or friends saying that they feel this deep sense of loss, and cry for no apparent logical and linear reason. Old hidden issues are surfacing with a revenge.
Something important is going on.
There is anger, strife, solitude, and depression in the air.
We all feel it. Most do not know why they have these profound feelings of fear/pain and sense of incapacitating loneliness. It is almost as if a perception of great loss and death is at the door. Many of my friends have been releasing much and sobbing. There is feeling of impending doom sweeping the world.
Conflicts are raging or about to. Families and old friends are arguing. Road rage is everywhere, political infighting and violence is brewing, countries are threatening others with total extermination, etc….
We are on the edge, indeed.
A very angry red/black old energy has appeared and slowly infiltrated as many and as much as it can since December 2005.
I have been involved with many other unknown ones in deflecting the assault, absorbing, and transmuting it.
What if we are finally letting go of our deep inner fears and thought forms? What if we are finally ready to face our alter-ego of fear: our mirror which we created for so long? What if we can absorb it as being us, and embrace it into One?
Last Sunday 21st of May, 2006, I witnessed with some friends, under a perfect blue sky on a Florida beach, a large circular rainbow around the sun. There was a large and dark vibrating gray/very dark blue and almost spherical area inside of it and at its center a very bright sun. The image looked like a gigantic eye with a white light center. It was slowly approaching the earth for hours on end. I was told that the Eye of the Sun was getting very close to this reality.
Something big happened on May 25th, and may be revealed at some point.
I feel that from May 26th onward, much of the old angry energy has been somehow dissipated. So far.
We will very soon release a meditation on CD, that will teach you how to bring forth from your HeartCore the pure energy of One and Love, non-vibratory White Light, which no illusory vibratory light, dark, or of any hue, can penetrate and disturb.
In the meantime try to ask yourself the following: Is my anger, and rambling, frustration with this and that, and the desire to see my point of view prevail, my OWN thought? Or rather is it being thought for me, and made alive with feelings originating from levels of my HS, by an aggressive and angry Red/dark energy who has infiltrated my being without my noticing it at all? And who is that energy, if not originating from us?
Before you scare many in telling them that they are enslaved, please liberate your Self first.
It is only by the vibration of what you are and have become that you can then lead others by example.
Hell is here and so is Heaven. You decide, and make it what you desire it to be.
How could it be, you ask?
You are the one who can flip the moon around, from its dark side reflecting back, to having its light side loving you.
In reality you are both sun (son) and moon (man). Night and day. Cycling around and around.
Inside the moon lies a core of Light. Inside the sun lies a core of dark. Inside the One both merge.
Reality is an illusion, all of it. It can be made fun or it can become hellish (hell means Light in German). The best way for darkness to hide is under the illusion of vibratory light. Dark is not evil, neither is light good. Get over it; otherwise you’ll repeat the cuckoo nuts of the ancients and might get hit on the head when you expect it the least.
Lighten up with old programs, books, and movies, for it is time to take the trip back home: The black hole portal has shown up with the magnificent light at the end.
Question is: are you really ready to go back home, fearless, and happy? Or do you like being here so you can feel and project out fear, watch more horror movies, killings, car chases and disasters? Do you really want to complain more and point out to yourself and others at all the evil of the demi-or-quarter urge, who, by the way, must also be part of One, since NOTHING can exist outside of One?
Only get the One Urge: The urge to unite all and see it all as the ALL.
Well, you are free to write what you want, to sing your song. As of me, I am free to write what I want and to sing my little mechanic’s song…
Be happy,
Love and care deeply for each other no matter what and whom,
And sing, dance, the Glory of ALL that you are, dark and light, and all hues of the rainbow in between….
So I whistle today, under the cuckoo nuts tree~~~~~~
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LADY MAGDALENE
Words and Music by Neil Diamond
The man on the right is a man undone
he’d give you his soul if you asked him for some.
A child in his way for he needs to believe
that love is a song for each man to sing.
The man on the left is a prize unwon
a candle unlit and a song unsung.
Believing that love is a dreamer’s dream,
the man on the left the me in between.
Lady Magdalene, I can hear your distant trumpet
calling from the morning mountain,
singing to the passing river.
Take me home, show me peaceful days before my youth has gone.
The man in between waits between the two
not hearing the lie and not seeing the true.
Unknowing what is and denying what seems
and there he will sleep the man in between.
Lady Magdalene, I can hear your distant trumpet
calling from the morning mountain,
singing to the passing river.
Take me home, show me peaceful days before my youth has gone.
Lady Magdalene, make the sound of silent thunder
calling from the lips of Abraham
make a sound that we may wonder, where we are.
Take us to you soul for we have wandered far.
The man on the right was a man undone
the man on the left like a prize unwon.
And God only knows what their time will bring
or what will become of the man in between.
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Stargazer
Words and Music by Neil Diamond
Stargazer, you with your head in the heavens,
you’ll never get by walkin’ that high off the ground.
Moon dreamer, I’ve been around and I’ve seen it;
the higher you get–the harder they let you down.
You pay your dues, it seems forever.
And if you’re clever you may be in for a while,
then you’re out of style.
Stargazer, probably think I’m crazy,
and haven’t you heard one single word I’ve said?
Now, I don’t want to burst your bubble, but you got trouble.
Don’t you know the higher the top the longer the drop.
Hey, Stargazer.
Now, I don’t want to burst your bubble, but you got trouble.
Don’t you know the higher the top the longer the drop.
Hey, Stargazer
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JONATHAN LIVINGSTON SEAGULL
Written by Neil Diamond
BE
Lost
On a painted sky
Where the clouds are hung
For the poet’s eye
You may find him
If you may find him
There
On a distant shore
By the wings of dreams
Through an open door
You may know him
If you may
Be
As a page that aches for a word
Which speaks on a theme that is timeless
While the Sun God will make for your day
Sing
As a song in search of a voice that is silent
And the one God will make for your way
And we dance
To a whispered voice
Overheard by the soul
Undertook by the heart
And you may know it
If you may know it
While the sand
Would become the stone
Which begat the spark
Turned to living bone
Holy, holy
Sanctus, sanctus
Be
As a page that aches for a word
Which speaks on a theme that is timeless
While the Sun God will make for your day
Sing
As a song in search of a voice that is silent
And the one God will make for your way
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LONELY LOOKING SKY
Lonely looking sky
Lonely sky, lonely looking sky
And bein’ lonely
Makes you wonder why
Makes you wonder why
Lonely looking sky
Lonely looking sky
Lonely looking sky
Lonely looking night
Lonely night, lonely looking night
And bein’ lonely
Never made it right
Never made it right
Lonely looking night
Lonely looking night
Lonely looking night
Sleep we sleep
For we may dream
While we may
Dream we dream
for we may wake
One more day
One more day
Glory looking day
Glory day, glory looking day
And all it’s glory
Told a simple way
Behold it if you may
Glory looking day
Glory looking day
Lonely looking night
